It looks as though we will not be bringing home our little Samantha after all. The powers that be have decided that it will place too much of a stress on our family to bring home two children with special needs so close in age at the same time. We are heart broken, and frustrated. Where is our say in all this? We felt so strongly that we were doing what we were supposed to be doing. We still feel like she is ours, but also feel a huge sense of loss. Praying that if she is not meant to be ours, then another family out there will find her soon, she is waiting.